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[09 Jul 2006|12:34pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

So i've decided to resurrect this thing. I've kind of abandoned it for Myspace. i bet jessica will be the most surprised to see this entry. Hi Jessica. I miss you.

yes california was fun, but i am living in hawaii now. its going ok. the money situation is horrible, but its starting to get better. ok its Jets birthday so I should hang out with him before I have to go to work.

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[04 Jun 2005|03:58pm]
moving to cali.

its been fun.

peace out.
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[09 Aug 2004|12:44am]
Its after midnight. Which means its been exactly 3 years since Chris died. It seems so long ago...
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[26 Jul 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

Holy cow I know this was a few days ago but a;kljf;askldfsdasf I MET HOOBASTANK!!!!! I am in love with the guitarist, Dan Estrin and let me tell you he is even better looking in person!! one of these days i'll post the picture of he and i...the concert was AWESOME!!!!! ASDKFJASL;DKFJ ok i think that is all.

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HA HA FOR SOME REASON THIS CRACKS ME UP!!!! [19 Jul 2004|01:16am]
[ mood | hyper ]

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[16 Jul 2004|01:32pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Holy cow how many songs am I gonna find to describe me??
men really don't changeCollapse )

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yet another lyric post [14 Jul 2004|04:29pm]
[ mood | *sticks out tongue* ]

yup, heres another song that describes what i'm going through...its my new favorite song of the week

its called 'break down here' Collapse )

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a post with real pictures.... [14 Jul 2004|03:32pm]
[ mood | la la la la ]

I was bored...deal with itCollapse )

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another random entry from me [13 Jul 2004|03:36pm]
[ mood | delerious ]

this heat is suffocating me.
Erica and I almost died last night.
Andy and Travis came over to protect us.
They scared us and make us walk in the thunder and lightning instead.
Brian didn't even try to save us, and he was closer than Andy and Travis.
I am going on 4 hours of sleep.
I haven't talked to michael since he said "call me tonight and we'll hang out"
seriously i'm suffocating.
My phone battery is dying.
I don't want to go to work.
I don't work tomorrow.
I really don't want to go to work.
No one ever comments in my journal so i don't even know why I bother saying hi to people and stuff.
Hi Mia.
You're not gonna see that.
Jess I might have to cancel for tonight so i can actually sleep.
I'll call you though.
I REALLY don't want to go to work
I need to talk to Derrick.
I have to go to work now.

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[20 Jun 2004|12:38pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

For some reason I can't get this song out of my head.

absolutely zeroCollapse )

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[17 Jun 2004|01:42pm]

I'm disgusted. I'm angry. I want to throw something at him.

I can't even find a song that describes how i'm feeling right now. And I can always find a song to describe how i'm feeling.

And to think I was actually considering being friends with him. eww.

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[10 Jun 2004|11:46am]
[ mood | bored ]

i just bought Ruthless People and The Outsiders online. I couldn't help it. They're two of my favorite movies and I couldn't go on much longer without them. I am also bidding on a movie called Soul Man. I'm not sure how many people have actually seen it, but hey it was a penny and no one had bid on it yet :) and I like that movie, its really funny and kind of cute.

that is all. I am bored and I have 25 minutes til my bidding ends.

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[06 Jun 2004|11:25pm]
[ mood | amused ]

tonight i heard a song at work that is the exact opposite of how i'm feeling. but then i listened to the lyrics and made up the opposite version. both make sense!

I love you too much to ever start liking you
so lets just let this moment kind of end
I love you too much to ever start liking you
so don't expect for me to be your friend

I hate you too much to ever start liking you
so lets just let this moment kind of end
I hate you too much to ever start liking you
so don't expect for me to be your friend

Want to Live

[03 Jun 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | oh so bored ]

yes i am that bored and i stole this from melissaCollapse )

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well, I'm single again [19 May 2004|11:52am]

Do I have a big sign on me that says "CHEAT ON ME" or something? This is rediculous. I'm just at a point right now where I'm mad at myself for letting it happen. AGAIN! Note to self: Stay away from guys named Brian...they cheat.


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This song IS me [17 May 2004|03:21pm]
[ mood | enraged ]

She loved him like he was
The last man on Earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up on her
Give a little then take it back

She'd tell him about her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
You're crazy for believin'
You'll ever leave the ground
He said Only angels know how to fly

And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

One Sunday morning
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze

And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you ought to see her fly

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The only one who has ever loved my unconditionally is my cat, Dusty [14 May 2004|11:46am]
[ mood | enraged ]

The last line in Avril Lavigne's new song sums it up perfectly.

I'm better off alone anyway.

Want to Live

a quickie update (he he he...i said quickie) [06 Apr 2004|06:09pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

I've been neglecting this thing.

Hi everyone.

Damn it Jess....you got "I want love" stuck in my head. BTW, you know that ELTON JOHN sings that, not Robert Downey, JR :P That confused me so much when I first saw that video...I was like "that sounds like Elton John...odd..."

I'm hyper. I had too much coffee and caffene.

ok Bye everyone.

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[17 Mar 2004|03:54pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

whoever added that nice little website to my user info is gonna get a major ass beating from me. *eyes jessica, the only one who knows my password*

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There's a light in your eyes....did you leave that light burning for me? [02 Feb 2004|12:16pm]
[ mood | Waiting for Tibby to fix my car ]

i took this from you jess

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot
Cinnamon Managua

SOCIALITE ALIAS = Silliest Childhood Nickname + Town Where You First Partied
E.T Couve

"FLY GIRL" ALIAS (a la J. Lo) = First Initial + First Two or Three Letters of your Last Name
K. Wri (Sucks...Jessica actually got J.Glo....new Nickname? hmm....)

DIVA ALIAS = Something Sweet Within Sight + Any Liquid in Kitchen
Candy Water

GIRL DETECTIVE ALIAS = Favorite Baby Animal + Where You Last Went to School
Kitty Clark

BARFLY ALIAS = Last Snack Food You Ate + Your Favorite Drink
Dorito Root Beer (oooh....that one's sexy)

SOAP OPERA ALIAS = Middle Name + Street Where You First Lived
Mary Markle

PORN STAR ALIAS = First Pet's Name + Street You Grew Up On
Crystabell Markle

ROCK STAR ALIAS = Any Liquid on the Bar + Last Name of Bad-Ass Celebrity
Brandy Sutherland

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